One bad day makes everything feel so untenable. I feel like a big mistake I made a while back may color everything forever. I do feel remorse, but I don't know if or how to express it. I can't think of any way to make amends. I try to live right, to be good now, to not make more mistakes. I know that doesn't repair anything, but I can't think what else to do. I'm afraid, I'm so angry with myself, and I don't know what to do with any of it. It gets harder and harder to hold everything up.
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